I'm Conflicted

I'm in two choirs. Millennium Choir with Lex de Azevedo has met on Wednesdays for the past 11 years. I joined the Sally Bytheway Chorale 4 or so year ago. They meet on Thursdays. And so, although at times a busy and slightly difficult juggling act, I've been able to sing with both groups. This past week I recieved notice that Lex was making some new and exciting changes to the Millennium Choir. Most of these changes thrill me...all, but one. The change of rehearsal night. He wants to meet on Thursdays. So now I have to choose. And I admit, I'm really struggling with it. You would think that one choir is more or less like another. I get to sing either way. But it's not that simple. And without going into details that would make this post way too long, I'll just say both of these choirs are amazingly unique and different in their own way. Enough that they both fill different needs in me. I've been going back and forth, my mind making pro and con lists for each all week. And I'm still no closer to making a decision than I was when I started. My heart hurts and I know that whichever way I decide there will be regrets.